It's not HORMONES!!! Or is it???

 These images say it all!!!

So every time I am pregnant I am a total beast to almost everyone I come in contact with!  After my third baby was born I decided this pregnancy things is for the birds and I quit!  It felt so great to take the control in my heads and decide I'm done!  All my life (since puberty of course) I had horrible periods!  I didn't really know they were all that bad because it's all I knew.  I never complained about the pain or the "flow".  I just dealt with it.  It seemed normal to me.  Since I didn't know any better!  I dealt with it and dealt with it.  Whatever we all do it!  Well us ladies anyway!!!

Well fast forward to November 2008.... I had my third baby on July 1, 2008.  I had a harder time getting pregnant with him than my other two kids.  In fact I had no issues at all getting pregnant with my first two.  A year before my last pregnancy I got pregnant.  That one ended in a miscarriage at about 8 weeks or so.  I was bummed but to be honest I wasn't ready to be pregnant and I think my heart and mind knew it was n;t a good time.  I think I needed to go through that experience though.  I was happy with just two kids and was pretty sure I was done after number two.  Well after the miscarriage I KNEW FOR A FACT I NEEDED AND WANTED another baby!  After the miscarriage I had lots of problems.  My period was not happening.  I was worried.  After several months I went to the doctor and he gave me a few little pills that I took and then after that my period came.  The next month I was pregnant!  Wahoo!

After baby boy number three was born I knew I was done.  Since I have c-sections  I had my tubes tied during the birth of by baby.  Perfect!  Well after a few months I decided that if I was not going to have any more babies I wanted to have my uterus removed so I would no longer have periods.  I mean come on....if I'm not going to get pregnant why in the world would I want to have a period!!!  So I had a bunch of test done.  Unfortunately doctors can't just remove organs and body parts without a reason to do so.  I had an awesome doctor who totally understood where I was coming from.  So I had the tests and found out that I had a pretty bad case of endometriosis.  I had it on the outside and the inside of my uterus.  So lucky for me that was reason enough to do the surgery.

Well, ever since having it removed I have had crazy hormones.  Is it because of the removal of my uterus or is it my age (35) or what in the world is it!!!  Every month I go through some major hormonal times.  Seriously mood swings is not even the word for it!  I need to start tracking it.  I'm a crazy person!  What is the deal!!! 

Well my husband is ALWAYS telling me I have a hormone imbalance! I HATE when he says this.  How does he know.  He's not a doctor!  He loves to diagnose me with things.  It gets old!  I am sure he's just trying to figure out why in the world would I hate him and want to divorce him at a certain time every month!  He's perfect according to him and there should be no reason why I would be upset with him other than my hormones!  It's always the damn hormones!!!  He's a man!  How would he know!!  Makes me soooooo mad!!!!